Beware of Online Relationships

I learned through experience not to believe what people say online.  More than likely they are not telling the truth.  When you are known only online you can claim to be anyone or anything.  I had my heart broken by believing the wrong person. I met my current husband right after my only child died. He knew exactly what to say to me to bring me out of my depression. He claimed he wasn’t married and had no children when I met him online. We chatted almost every day for almost two years.  He comes from a country other than my own.  I found out after we had been married a little while, that he had a wife and children in his native country. He made up another lie, that  I was naive enough to believe, being unfamiliar with the customs of his culture. He led me to believe he cared only to show his true colors when I wasn’t needed any more. It is still hard to get over the shock of being used to bring his family, or whoever he used me to bring over. I must let God get justice for me even though I am very angry with him. I know God answers prayers. I pray for justice of being hurt and used. I hope that no one else experiences these feelings. I could never marry someone to get paid for it as he told some people. He never paid me to marry him and that was not even discussed. I married because I was foolish enough to fall in love with an illusion he created of himself. When you are lonely and or grieving, it is easy for online preditors to prey on you. That is exactly the case with he and I.

I Want to Make More Money Online

My goal is to have enough money coming in to enable me to quit working so hard outside the home.  I would save gas, wear and tear on my car let alone many other advantages of working online in my home office.  I would have time to enjoy life more.  My home would not be so neglected, because I wouldn’t be too tired from physical labor to keep it clean.  I would feel like working on my car to get it in tip top condition.  When the roads are frozen, I wouldn’t have to drive in dangerous conditions to get to work to earn enough money to pay all I have to pay alone.  I think I’ve been doing well on my own, considering the circumstances of my life as it is.  I get too tired to do anything now days after being on my feet up to 12 hours at a time. I know a lot of people work this way for a lot longer than I have every day.  Why should we if we can earn legitimate money while sitting at home?  I believe that would change if I could earn more money from home.  So, I continue draining my brain juice to find a way.  I do earn a little money working from the confort of home, but it isn’t enough to quit my regular job yet.  Check out this link to see everything I do online;                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              I am so tired from working physicslly.  I am currently a server in a Chinese restaurant.  I have many years experience working with the public.  I have been told I am a good salesperson. I like my boss and his family, but I am not as young as I was when I got into being a waitress.  My body gets tired of being on my feet up to 12 hours a day.  Not only do servers refill drinks and pick up dirty plates, we have to refill salts, sugars, sauces, clean tables, floors, bathrooms, make tea, coffee, sweep the floors, restock ice in ice bin of coke machine, and roll silverware and on and on, before we leave at night.  A lot of people come in just before we close and we have to replenish what they use and reclean floors and tables before we can go home.  It is tiring to be a sever, unless you do a halfway job.  I have worked with some who don’t do what they are supposed to do.  I put my all into my job.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 I joined a lot of sites that provide opportunities to earn points to rewards or a little money.  They really do what they say, but it takes a long time to be rewarded with much.  I am always looking for an opportunity to earn enough money to stay home.  I am so overwhelmed sometimes with so much to do online and offline.  It’s been years since I’ve had a vacation.  I need to rest my body and use other means of gaining a substancial income another way.  Of course, I want to earn money in a legal way.  I search continuously for a solution to my goals.  Hopefully, God willing, a great opportunity will come along to help me realize my dream of working online only. I’ve been working physically since I was around 8 years old.  I am just tired period…